My little guy is 8 weeks old today!
To mark his mini birthday, the wee monster went to bed at 7:00 pm and only woke up once in the night for a quick bite to eat then right back to sleep.
I am actually sitting here writing this, drinking coffee and all three kids are still sleeping.
What a nice guy he is! (and some marvelous two year old's who are sleeping in for me!)
I needed a good sleep and he gave me one.
Thanks Canton!
Anyways, Life has been pretty fast paced all summer.
Alone Canton keeps me busy then add the twins and your in for a wild ride.
But I love it.
I have never felt happier.
Everyday I feel happy.
Maybe not all day but at least once in the day I stop a realize I am really happy.
Happiness has taken me in.
I feel that I am where I am meant to be.
I am a mama of three.
A protector of their innocence.
I am the kisses at night and the giggles in the morning.
The listener of their stories and the laughter to their jokes.
I am not an interference but an observer.
I have found my groove.
My niche.
I don't feel like I am searching for more.
It is a nice feeling.
I am realize we are all meant to seize happiness in the life we are given.
We are not all given the same.
Each of our paths are different but we are meant to realize how to be joyful and full in our paths.
Take each moment for everything it is meant to give you.
Relish in the honesty and pure feeling of joy.
Really, isn't that all we can do?
Trying to do anything more is making the assumption that we can control the outcome.
And really can we do that?
We can control nothing more then our perception of the beauty of our lives.
On a side note, I have been able to stick/progress to my previous vow (no yelling).
I usually have a slip up here or there but I am constantly writing them down in my journal and figuring out what I could have done better and how I feel after.
It seems to help me to take ownership in my mistakes.
Seize the moments of happiness, love and be loved!
That is the only reality in the world, all else is folly.
LEO TOLSTOY, War and Peace
Have a happy and peaceful day.
much love,
Jessica
How can that face not make you feel happy? I just took this picture. It is the look I get when I sing to him :) |
Great post Jess! I am so happy that you have found true happiness. You have a beautiful family and so much to be thankful for. We all do!
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