The end of the rope

I am still feeling preoccupied. I don't even know what I want to write about today. I hate that. I have no energy and all I want to do is sleep, and not because I am tired, just because.  I am in a daze and want to break it.

I found this quote that I liked. It got me inspired to write.

“When you get to the end of the rope, tie a knot and hang on.”
- Franklin D Roosevelt

We all get like this at some point, right? Where we have come to the end of our rope. Where we just feel Spent. Done. Finished.

All we want to do it be selfish, ignore responsibilities and indulge. To some that may be curling up in bed and sleeping all day or eating a whole box of chocolate by yourself as you watch awful TV. To others it may be disappearing for the day for a solo shopping trip or having a massive cry. Each of us has our own way to deal with mental exhaustion.

I tend to be the one who wants to disappear, it could be in my bed for the day or actually out of my house. It never really matters, I just like to disappear.

I cannot do that right now.

Damn!

I am going to put my remaining energy to figuring out ways to help me reconnect. I hope by reconnecting I start to feel less exhausted.

I think I will focus on my 'improvement plans' for my life ('my journey to better health' and 'my budget cleanse' , I have blogged about those previously :)

Hopefully by directing my energy to feeling better, I will leave this exhaustion behind.

I do feel like I have gotten to then end of my rope. But this morning, I tied the knot and I am holding on. I am going to try and climb way back up.

Much love,

Jessica